I don’t like my math class.
I mean, I like math in general because I have an easy class lolol.
But I just don’t like the people in it. 

First off, we’re supposed to take a test today…
Ended up where everyone voted that we do it on Monday.
I was fine with it at first.
But then the teacher said we had to get into groups.
And I hate group work. 
Unless I have friends who I can trust, I just can’t stand it. 
But I did end up with a friend…and a girl who I can consider friendly, I guess.
I ended up writing everything and my friend was telling me what to write.
But I was just so pissed off with the way he was talking to me at one point.
I knew he was probably right about something we got confused on, but I just checked my notes in case…and I even asked the girl so she can speak up…but I just thought it was unnecessary to go and say “I’m pretty sure I got it right” in that fucking tone where it just makes you want to say “well why don’t you fucking write out then?” Ugggghhhh. 
And when I get mad or stressed or just worn out, I apparently can’t get my question across right. I was trying to ask him if he was going to follow me or he was going to go hang out somewhere else, but I had a hard time asking for some reason and he kept trying to make me say it again. 

And then there was that guy in my math who asked me for my pencil again.

I trusted him to hold on to my pencil and I even let him borrow my eraser today.
But after class, he gave me back only my pencil.
I, of course, asked him where my eraser was.
And he just tells me “Oh. I think someone in my group took it.”
The. Fuck. Bro.
I just ended up saying oh and I just really hope he saw how fucking pissed I was when I walked away. 

Lesson: Never let people borrow my stuff again in that class.

Seriously, I love the work. Keeps me busy and it’s not difficult at all.
But the people. Fuck.
I really hate how “nice” I am to others.
Except most of my friends. I cannot express how much they mean to me.
I just need to really have confidence in showing how upset I can get.
That way people would stop being so darn rude or irritating.

I just want spring break.
Screw my life already. 

posted 3 months ago
posted February 25th 2012 at 01:28AM
► tagged: #rant  #chaotikcasey  #school  #math